sembreak na.
i'm yet to decide on what to write about tagaytay. but don't worry, i assure you [people who dare read my blog] it'll be all good.
it even is an inspiration for this entry. when we were eating our breakfast [i made my own pansit canton, yeba, independence, here i come =p] and most of us were still delusional or sleepy, i realized the way i deal whenever i'm in the midst of a lot of things.
anyway. that morning when i was asked if i was okay because i was plain tulala, i just said that i just wanna float in the water. so there.
i connected kanina to the net for the sole reason of me wanting to know what Ana Bananarama said in german. while waiting for the laptop to be done setting itself up, i realized, that's a perfect death.
i was already asked of this question before. what i said then partly stands still parin. i said, that although there are times when i wished i'd die the way brad pitt did in meet joe black [si brad talaga ha, not death--heck, panu mamamatay si death? =_=] of course i want a peaceful death. a natural one because of old age. i'll be in my death bed surrounded by my closest friends whom i love the most. my loverboy who i wish to be also my husband by then would hold my hand until... that time.
i just modified it a bit. i don't want no death bed. i wanna float in the sea. i wanna float with my long white nightgown and tousled hair. mamatay na gorgeous pa rin. i wanna be held by everyone i hold dear. ayokong makita nila ang mukha kong unti-unting nawawalan ng buhay. gusto ko maalala nila akong madaldal kahit namumutla na at natutuwa dahil nagflofloat ang kanyang nightgown.
at may nalalaman pang patili-tili.
ironically though, i ain't depressed while doing this. i'm even bangag, late na kami natapos sa conference ng the perm.
or. maybe i'm also capable of being in denial.
all i know is that, when one talks to me about law school, i feel like dawn zulueta in hihintayin kita sa langit, when she cut her wrist in her white nightgown, and then it was too late for richard gomez to pigil her.
i know i've done a lot of wrong things. i didn't give my all. but that's it; wala na sa akin ang kakayahang baguhin pa yun.
it even is an inspiration for this entry. when we were eating our breakfast [i made my own pansit canton, yeba, independence, here i come =p] and most of us were still delusional or sleepy, i realized the way i deal whenever i'm in the midst of a lot of things.
anyway. that morning when i was asked if i was okay because i was plain tulala, i just said that i just wanna float in the water. so there.
i connected kanina to the net for the sole reason of me wanting to know what Ana Bananarama said in german. while waiting for the laptop to be done setting itself up, i realized, that's a perfect death.
i was already asked of this question before. what i said then partly stands still parin. i said, that although there are times when i wished i'd die the way brad pitt did in meet joe black [si brad talaga ha, not death--heck, panu mamamatay si death? =_=] of course i want a peaceful death. a natural one because of old age. i'll be in my death bed surrounded by my closest friends whom i love the most. my loverboy who i wish to be also my husband by then would hold my hand until... that time.
i just modified it a bit. i don't want no death bed. i wanna float in the sea. i wanna float with my long white nightgown and tousled hair. mamatay na gorgeous pa rin. i wanna be held by everyone i hold dear. ayokong makita nila ang mukha kong unti-unting nawawalan ng buhay. gusto ko maalala nila akong madaldal kahit namumutla na at natutuwa dahil nagflofloat ang kanyang nightgown.
at may nalalaman pang patili-tili.
ironically though, i ain't depressed while doing this. i'm even bangag, late na kami natapos sa conference ng the perm.
or. maybe i'm also capable of being in denial.
all i know is that, when one talks to me about law school, i feel like dawn zulueta in hihintayin kita sa langit, when she cut her wrist in her white nightgown, and then it was too late for richard gomez to pigil her.
i know i've done a lot of wrong things. i didn't give my all. but that's it; wala na sa akin ang kakayahang baguhin pa yun.
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