proud na proud ako sa ginawa kong digest kasi on time siya.

malaman-laman ko lang ngayong gabi, mali siya.

gumawa ako ng digest para sa ibang tao.

tapos hindi ko makita yung talagang sa kin.

karinde.

aaarg.

jumping around by princess yves at 10:39 PM | Permalink | Comments

huwag mo kong hayaang maging mukhang tanga bukas.

alam kong yon talaga ang hinihingi ng napili kong role, pero please, sana majustify ko siya.

masakit matabla.

fun lang talaga magportray ng ditz, pero sana hindi ako matypecast na ganun. parang awa nyo na.

at sana makatulog na ko. wag na po natin pag-isipan ang consti.

jumping around by princess yves at 2:04 AM | Permalink | Comments

wala lang.

Cry For Help
Rick Astley

She's taken my time.
Convince me she's fine.
But when she leaves I'm not so sure.
It's always the same.
She's playing her game.
And when she goes I feel to blame.
Why won't she say she needs me?
I know she's not as strong as she seems.

Why don't I see her cry for help?
Why don't I feel her cry for help?
Why don't I hear her cry for help?

I wandered around
The streets of this town
Trying to find sense of it all.
The rain on my face,
It covers the trace
Of all the tears I'd had to waste.
Why must we hide emotions?
Why must we never break down and cry?

All that I need is to cry for help.
Somebody please hear me cry for help.
All I can do is cry for help.

No need to feel ashamed. release the pain. cry for help.

Cry for help is all I need.
All I need is a cry for help.
Cry for help is all I need.
All I need is a cry for help.

Why must we hide emotions?
Why can't we ever break down and cry?
All that I need is to cry for help.
I will be there when you cry for help.
Why don't I hear her cry for help?

All that I need is to cry for help.
Somebody please hear me cry for help.
All I can do is cry for help.

All that I need is to cry for help.
I will be there when you cry for help.
Is it so hard to cry for help?

(cry for help is all I need.) no need to feel ashamed.
(all I need is a cry for help.) come on and release the pain.
(cry for help is all I need.) put your trust in me.
(all I need is a cry for help.) my love is gonna set you free.

jumping around by princess yves at 10:33 PM | Permalink | Comments

sa sobrang kapaguran slash katuwaan kahapon, nagdecide na lang akong matulog ng maaga kuno at magpagising na lang nang maaga para magbasa kahit paano. fine, nagising ako ng 6, pero nagpapagising ako ng 7 dahil hindi ko pa talaga kaya. susunod na paggising ko? 930, nung ginigising na ko ni beng.

10 kami aalis.

pwede, pwede sanang rason yun para mag-alburuto ako umagang-umaga, pero hinde, dahil:
a. ok ang tulog ko [for the first time in three days]
b. birthday ko kahapon
c. pagtayo ko, nakita ko na naman ang remnant ng aking birthday --- flowers, paper bags, gifts

so there. went on with the day.

hindi ako bummed out sa fact na nakakapandiri sa pagkamali ang sagot ko sa recit. hindi talaga. iniisip ko na lang, at least hindi pass, kahit na actually prepared akong word of the day ko yon. basta i have my cute skirt, i'm fine.

pero sasabihin kong hindi talaga ako natuwa sa isang earlier conversation with someone. nananahimik ako. inaamin ko, medyo binully ko siya. hindi ko naman talaga mapaniwalaang ganung tao siya. tsaka birthday ko kahapon. tapos ganun siya kumausap ng babae.

unang beses ko lang naisip, pero may signs talaga. signs.

dapat manunuod kami ng perfect catch. pero tatlo sa amin ay nakapanuod na. salamat guys. ok lng din, unang beses nilang sort of narinig ang aking singing voice. sort of dahil humahalo sa music ang boses ko. haha.

kanina pagdating ko, nililigawan ako ni bebe. alam na naman niya kasi ang mukha ko. hindi ako nagrereklamo; dinodocument lang. ;)

nakakatuwa rin, dahil pagpasok ko sa room ko ang bumulaga sa akin ay mga blooming flowers. nabuhay sila! ngayon nakastand tall sila.

sinabi ko na kay mommy ang ginawa ng the girls. nakakahiya daw ako, dahil hindi ko nilibre ang iba pang miyembro ng cast. hindi ibig sabihin non hindi ko naisip yun, ma.

natatahimik ako, ayokong isipin pero natatahimik ako. malapit na, malapit na. anong gagawin ko, bakit ko gagawin to? dahil sayang, sayang ang pera, sayang ang hirap, sayang ang pangarap.

jumping around by princess yves at 12:53 AM | Permalink | Comments

tsk tsk tsk. add a big smile to that, and that's practically all that i can say.

grabe ang araw na ito. not as how i imagined it to be but perfect in its own way.

it started exactly twelve last night, when i had a hard time talking to him and eventually sleeping because of the almost never-ending texts from friends.

i even gave shem a gift. ;)

so. woke up at seven this morning. supposedly to study but all i kept on thinking was, "what the hell, minsan lang ako magbirthday! mag-aaral pa ba ko? na-ah." ok, i tried to read something, understood naman, but other than that, all i did before leaving was listen to james blunt's cd, wait for bebe to wake up and be excited about the day.

walang tao sa library. mejo weird kasi hindi ako nagtaka; si carmen lang ang nandun. went to the third floor at around 1145, and when i realized that the door isn't open yet, my expectation of getting a big "happy birthday yves" with maybe a flower somewhere was shattered.

ooh, btw. by then nobody from the the lovely people except kiboy has greeted me yet.

i dragged shem to the cr to tell her about how the gift happened. she made me listen to some of her mp3s, natuwa nga ako, i was like, "little gift pero it works nonetheless. making me listen to some of rick astley songs" na hanggang ngayon pag-iisipan ko pa kung siya o si kuya dick talaga ang aming kinakatuwaan. anyway.

when we were about to enter the room shem was making signals or something na naka-address sa mga tao sa loob. couldn't understand it but there. when we got inside, naramdaman ko, ang mga mata ng mga tao.

si francis, may hawak na rose ata yon, trying to give it to me.

i was hesitant as hell to receive it, hanggang tumayo na siya at biglang nagkantahan ang mga tao. nagkantahan, while the boys [i think all of them] started walking towards me, may tig-iisang dalang bulaklak.

i was freaking speechless, man. alternately na "anong ginawa ko at binibigyan nyo ko nito" at "salamat" was all that i can say.

then the girls went to me and i think greeted me while tying up all the flowers and hugging me and saying "gulat ka no hindi ka namin binabati".

kagimbal.

when i was done processing what just happened, i went with shem to bring the flowers to her car, baka kasi tirahin ako ng prof when she sees the bunch of flowers tapos may possibility na katabi ko pa love of her life. so we went. and she readily confessed the krimen that they did.

apparently they met up at around 5 yata or 6, just to get the flowers. the night before, mumiel texted the guys something like, "hey guys it's yves bday today, we've a surprise for her. pls drop by at the caf before persons". that's why they weren't in the lib, another day of higher learning. and the guys more or less went nga.

panalo kayo, mumiel. ang impluwensya nyo.

crim. koko i think just had to tell the prof that it's my birthday. prof said, "may birthday gift ako sa yo. midterms is out."

huuuu. thanks guys.

was a offended by the reaction that the class gave to that statement. muntik na kong umiyak, kasi feeling ko binawian Niya ako.

the word is offset. pretty much all of the people in our row were called for recit, and when it was near me, he really had to say, that the only person who won't be called for recit is the birthday girl.

awwwww.

salamat, salamat.

another nice one. legprof announced she's gonna be late for an hour; she came thirty minutes earlier. and, she held class for only thirty minutes. huling bati ng class sa kin, at nagreregret akong hindi ko nathank you nang maayos.

ok. so i knew even then that i didn't do well in the midterms. buti nga hindi ako lowest eh. pero something in it made me break down. like it wasn't my birthday.

umatake na naman ang lovely people. they were sooo nice, mas lalo akong naiiyak. another gimbal moment.

then we went to meet up with be. ang cute na naman niya, hehe. shy lang pero cuuute. sayang hindi ko nainvite lahat ng gusto kong iinvite. as always, napapagod na naman ako sa kakatawa sa mga makukulit na batang yon.

i think the people were a bit uneasy by the fact that we were ehem, sweet. first time for them to see me like that. when i'm with them kasi para akong baklang maton, kala mo kung sinong mataray pero iyakin din pala. sorry people. i just missed him.

kahit si melody, sinasabing magkamukha kami. hmmm. isang tao na lang, maniniwala na ako.

mel is so sweet. she's the one who apologized to bebe in case he thought they were weird. bebe didn't find them weird naman. wala lang, nice lang. siguro pag parating andun si bebe boy mahahawa na rin yun sa min.

btw, hindi pa tumitigil ang saya. may cake pa ang mga batang ito. tsk tsk tsk talaga. i really am not worthy.

he got to enter the school, haha. minsan talga pakapalan ng mnukha and diskarte are all you need.

tapos pag-uwi ko dito i got a gift from gly, a precious skirt, which i'm gonna wear tomorrow, rain or shine.

sobrang bait ng mga batang yon. honestly i didn't expect anything like that. wala akong masabi. nahihiya ako. nakakatuwa lang isiping tumama sa date ng birthday mo yung instance when you feel most loved. at kahit na may not-so-nice moments today, hay. one of the best, one of the best.

tama si bebi, sana araw-araw birthday ko na lang. pero kung ganun, hindi na siya magiging special. ok na to, kung ganito ba naman ang feeling afterwards lagi eh.

again, salamat sa mga lovely people. sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos na pinapatawa niyo ko ngayon ko talagang naramdamang maiyak sa tuwa. sa pagkatouch. at honestly , sa pagiging unworthy ng lahat ng iyon.

i know you say that's just how much you love me, but even if i already have bebi, [hehe] feeling ko talaga magkakadikit na bituka natin e. [eeew.]

what a lovely day. thanks, thanks. =)

jumping around by princess yves at 10:35 PM | Permalink | Comments

hindi pa nagsisimula ang araw ko pero ngayon palang nagpapasalamat na ko, dahil hindi ko inaasahang matuwa nang ganito isang araw bago ang araw ko.

salamat kay bebi na bumalik na;

salamat kay cici dahil isa siyang nakakatouch na bata;

salamat sa mga lovely people dahil pinagbibigyan nila ako ngayon dahil araw ko na;

salamat kay nanai sa walang-humpay na countdown; [ilang minutes na lang?]

salamat kay mumiel dahil naiintindihan nya ata ako; [hehe]

salamat kay dear pao pao sa isang comment na hindi ko inaasahan;

salamat kay sed sa coaching;

salamat sa iba pang binati na agad ako ng maaga dahil sa takot na hindi ko mabasa sa mismong araw ko;

salamat sa Kanya. sana hindi niya ako bawian bukas.


sobrang saya ko ngayon, hinihiling ko na lang na hindi ako umiyak ng hot tears bukas.








happy birthday little princess.=)

jumping around by princess yves at 11:29 PM | Permalink | Comments

eto ay aking pinakahihintay simula pa nung friday.

gaya nga ng aking mga lovely peeople who have already commented on the topic [biglang english -__-] makikisali na rin ako sa pagcomment.

mel was right in saying that takilyalistik dialogue. i guess the problem's on me; i have this belief that people in law school are adults already.

or that they know what's real and what isn't.

and they know when to usisa and when not to, i.e., when it's not their business to comment on something.

i know, i know. shem probably is smirking upon reading this because i seem to target just one person. but the thing is, ayoko ng ganito. ayoko ng pinagbibintangan ng isang tsismis na hindi naman talaga totoo. ayoko ng pinag-iisipan ng masama. in my perfect world, at least.

when i heard about the chismis i wasn't that affected, until i realized it's not nice knowing that the whole block has been led to believe something that's entirely untrue. and you can't do anything about it: you react they'd think it's true; you don't do anything they'd be convinced it's true.

pasenya, shem. i'm sticking with my blacklisted people. i'm in an awkward situation na nga e, just thinking about this makes it even, hmmm. stressful.

i thank the people who stood by us either by expressly defending us or by saying nothing at all, either because there's nothing to say or because you know it's none of your business. may you be blessed.


para kay mumiel, zuleika at imaculada, dahil iniibig namin si rick astley.

Together Forever
If there's anything you need
All you have to do is say
You know you satisfy everything in me
We shouldn't waste a single day

So don't stop me falling
It's destiny calling
A power I just can't deny
It's never changing
Can't you hear me I'm saying
I want you for the rest of my life

Together forever and never to part
Together forever we two
And don't you know
I would move heaven and earth
To be together forever with you

If they ever get you down
There's always something I can do
Because I wouldn't ever wanna see you frown
I'll always do what's best for you

There ain't no mistaken
It's true love we're making
Something to last for all time
It's never changing
Can't you hear me I'm saying
I want you for the rest of my life

Together forever and never to part
Together forever we two
And don't you know
I would move heaven and earth
To be together forever with you

So don't stop me falling
It's destiny calling
A power I just can't deny
It's never changing
Can't you hear me I'm saying
I want you for the rest of my life

Together forever and never to part
Together forever we two
And don't you know
I would move heaven and earth
To be together forever with you

Together forever and never to part
Together forever we two
And don't you know
I would move heaven and earth
To be together forever with you



Never Gonna Give You Up
We're no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do I
A full commitment's what I'm thinking of
You wouldn't get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
Gotta make you understand

Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

We've know each other for so long
Your heart's been aching
But you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know what's been going on
We know the game and we're gonna play it

And if you ask me how I'm feeling
Don't tell me you're too blind to see

Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

(Repeat Chorus)

Give you up, give you up
Give you up, give you up
Never gonna give,
Never gonna give, give you up
Never gonna give,
Never gonna give, give you up

(Last four lines repeat)

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
Gotta make you understand

(Chorus times three)

jumping around by princess yves at 8:57 PM | Permalink | Comments

eto ay galing kay Ms. Bungisngis [promise i'll try my best to limit my mentioning of you from now on]. reminder of songs of the years gone by. just like what she said, type in the year that you want to look for songs from sa search sa may left side, choose the link with the words, "top 100 hits of.." and voila. another reason to say addicted to the net for a little bit.

my list. dahil hindi ako makakatulog kung hindi ko iiinclude.

hanging by a moment, lifehouse - nice. head-bangy pero i can sing along with it. an important criterion, if you must know.

if you're gone, matchbox twenty - oo, at may emosyon pa whenever i sing this, think about rob thomas' eyes

drops of jupiter, train - actually, lately ko lang narealize ang niceness nito, even if i've always been intrigued of the reason why it's so acclaimed

independent woman, destiny's child - this reminds me of bivouac. sumayaw ako to the tune of this, at for that several moments i felt as if i really was independent. hehe. because of this the mf girls baptized me as their Cameron =p

stutter, joe feat. mystikal - another uplifting song. one of those "ano-ka-bistado-ka-na" type of songs which i totally adore, btw

u remind me, usher - nice, nice.

ride wit me, nelly - wala lang, not really a nelly fan, but this one's nice

survivor, destiny's child - as in, feel na feel ko talaga ang mga girl-powery songs back then, thanks to a certain person

lady marmalade- reminiscent of moulin rouge [a totally different world] wherein i found my perfect shade of red lipstick. satine's a nice name for a child noh.

ms. jackson, outkast - owl. kewl.

butterfly, crazytown - haven't i declared i adore songs na pwedeng sayawin kahit lasing ka na? this one's one of those.

fill me in, craig david - reminds me of that south border concert in bene, with the girls. katatapos lang nd edsa dos, at para kaming lasing [well, i still act as if i am, anyway]

with arms wide open, creed - this one reminds me and nes of who else, her david. at ang message nito. first to remind me that songs are poems with rhythm

when it's over, sugar ray - back then, i could totally relate to this one

jaded, aerosmith - ah! another panglasing slash free-spirited-feeling song

promise, jagged edge - tao rin ako. also went through that sappy stage. in fact, this is one of the songs which remind me of my hunny bunny

missing you, case - hay. attack of the mushy songs

differences, ginuwine - isa ka pa.

crazy for this girl, evan & jaron - an awwww song, like girl on tv of lfo. sayang halos one hit wonder lang sila

never had a dream come true, s club - ganito yan. i don't care whether it's sappy or it came from a boy or girl or coed- band [hehe], if can relate to it, done deal. like this one. other than this, i can't think of any s club song that i like, except for don't stop, an lss favorite of mine

play, jennifer lopez - back then when i thought she's cool for being human, this is one of the songs which i totally liked. this one made me dance the way i do now - walang pakialam, sobrang 'dont-mess-with-me-im-releasing-stress-here' type

livin' it up, ja rule feat case - wala lang. nice

here's to the night - another aawwww song. i actually visualizing myself raising a glass of something and toasting something whenever i hear the title. pero the message is sad and heart-wrenching, man.

kulang.

four days, and i'll be toasting for me.

jumping around by princess yves at 11:24 PM | Permalink | Comments

it's now 1237 in my computer's clock. or whatever.

nakakadiri na.

woke up at around 930, despite only getting 5 hours of non-refreshing sleep, thanks to Mumiel [hehe].

my breakfast was given to me at around 1030 and yet i only ate a couple of minutes before twelve.

i promised cici that i'm gonna liberate him from his anghit look right after i finish eating, which i'll do after i finish editing my blog entry.

and yet, i'm still here.

tama na.

pero in fairness, i'm liking the songs on the maid's radio ha. 80's eto. at yung peyborit ni Roderick Paulate. hmmm.

80's music reminds me of judi while we were tortured by the thesis. ah, i miss her. and intsik and her marwyn too. and the whole gang. and college, and la salle....

siya, siya.

oo. perils of having a laptop.

jumping around by princess yves at 12:32 PM | Permalink | Comments

It's only been two weeks, and yet kagimbalan ang dami ng mga missed kwentos. Anyway, let's go, ummm. Hmmm. Sago. =p

First off, I just wanna announce that I'm doing this entry using the laptop that is sort of mine already. I know, I know, it’s already been promised to me like two months ago, but now it's finally here with me, seryosong usapan na to. Dad really is counting on me.

O well.

1. Cici

Remember what I said in my last entry? That I am officially tired of him? O well, well. He really is like me. He retaliates.

I think it was Wednesday last week. Usual start of the day. The only difference is, he was matamlay. He was even hesitant to be near me and Ivy. We started getting worried, of course. Before leaving, I asked him, albeit jokingly: "Are you dying?"

Then when Mom came later in the afternoon to pick me up, she said Cici was sick.

Imagine how I felt.

Mom was in a way scolding me, because upon learning that the little fairy princess is sick I was concerned as hell. I just answered her, "Bakit, di ba ganito ka rin nong baby kami?" her answer to which I just can't remember.

When we got home Cici was there already, because Dad brought him to the vet [I know, favoritism. He didn't bring Rav with them even if it's his check up already. Next time na lang daw] and man, was he frail. His eyes were the saddest that I've ever seen, talagang grabe sa pagkalumanay gumalaw... damn just thinking about it makes me cry.

Paging Watermelon, paging Watermelon... =p

And yes. Before I forget. Vet's diagnose? Well, yeah, sinat. And, Cici apparently is depressed.

If he's depressed, what do you call me?

Morning after that, I found pretty much nobody left in the house other than me and the maid. Apparently earlier that morning Cici was nangingisay when he peed. So they took him to the vet and had him diagnosed to have either uti, or distemper.

As expected we were tasked by the vet to give Cici round-the-clock meds. I just don't understand, how come dogs don't like Vitamin C. I mean, ang sarap naman ng Cecon, I don't get it. O well. I'm a Cecon addict anyway. Hardly any argument to put up with.

While we were trying to get him to take na his meds, we were distracting him by making him run, or at least, walk fast. Pero hinde, talagang matamlay siya. I was so frustrated I kept on calling him matandang kabayo.

Then miraculously, before I left, he started smiling again. And Ivy learned to trick him to take his meds by merely hiding it in rice or any food. May pagkaaso pa rin pala siya, nauuto mo nang pagkain. =p

Then the day after that, it was his birthday. Hehe. He can now sing his favorite Britney song.

Funny, because days after that, it was revealed that even if Dad had a gig in Tagaytay that fateful night [when Cici was diagnosed with uti] he apparently was supposed to go home that night to come home to not to his family, but to Cici. And I quote Dad, "para man lang mamatay siya sa aking kandungan" because he I think saw the pangingisay earlier that morning, and he has accepted the fact that the time has come. Of course he also realized another eleven thousand bucks was a goner.

Pero hinde. Lagnat laki lang pala.

2. drawlots schmawlots

I know, I sound as if I'm bitter. But soon you'll understand.

See, the girls have formed the perfect way to assign the digests-making for Consti: drawlots. And not the boring kind. They have decided to base it sa lovelife, or anticipation thereof. Salamat kay Eunice, check out the results.

Ok, let's focus on my ummm, supposed future. According to the draw lots I will be the one who will love her husband the most and yet I'll still be most likely to be a mistress. Just because of tiredness of the empty life I have with my smart yet irresponsible husband? Just because my life has become [allegedly] a big blah?

They got scared, because the draw lots correctly predicted that I'll be the first to have a boyfriend. But now I don't think they think the same way, dahil mukhang mauuna si Euns kay Mumiel.

3. ang manukan, bow.

Salamat, Kuya Nar, sa term na yan.

Anyway. The store opened Thursday last week. Officially just this Saturday. So far, so good.

Today I believe they were able to sell 41 of them, and my parents are so ecstatic they have probably extended the closing time.

People compare it to Kenny. I just dunno whether or not that's a good thing.

A little FYI: I haven't really tasted it myself. For me it's the same as others, well at least I know I’m the first one to realize its resemblance with Kenny's mix. I dunno what's wrong with my taste buds.

Madami pang dapat ayusin. Sa flavor, sa personnel management, sa suggestive selling.

At before I forget. I've also become a potato corner addict.

Yup. Welcome to my other world.

4. BarOps

BarOps. The term atenistas call that ahm, operation to assist the bar-takers while they take the Bar. Sorry dears. I know as Eunice says it, "napag-usapan na natin eto", but I just can’t seem to remember what term to use to refer to bar-takers and what naman for barristas in Starbucks.

Pero, hmm. Baka yun. Barrristers for bar-takers. Hmmm.

Anyway, our sched for Barops was last Saturday, at 8pm until 2 in the morning. The intention was noble, believe me, even a motivation for me [i.e., "dadarating din ako dyan! Magpaparoom service [err, or whatever that's called] din ako sa mga freshmen!"] but damn, there were a lot of better things to do. Okay that didn't get out right. I was complaining kasi that they should've oriented us at least days before about what generally to expect, kasi honestly, when it turned eleven and the upperclassmen were warming up na with the videoke it got boring na e. I could've brought persons and pretend to study. Pero dahil I wasn't informed about what to expect, wala akong dalang law school paraphernalia.

Had a nice talk with Mumiel and Pepay in the hideout that we discovered. We only peeled ourselves from the couch when the other people were sort of mad at us because there were a lot of things to do and yet nawawala kami.

Btw, maganda pala sa Westin. Imagine how ironic that statement is on my part. When I was still in La Salle I kept on passing by it lang because it's near my Mom's office but it was only because of BarOps that I finally was given a reason to go inside it. Amoy dagat, lamang. Reminds me of Bora.

The girls and the honorary girls were as always, fun to be with. Pagod na naman ang panga ko sa kakatawa. I decided to go home at 1245 not only because I was naaawa na kay Dad, he and Mom have had a long day [because of the store opening] but also because I knew I was near to having an asthma attack because of excess laughing.

the lovely people, L-R: seated: Imaculada & Miss Bungisngis next row: Kiboy, K, Pepay, Carmen, moi, Mumiel & Miss Malinis

Btw, was touched when practically the whole gang took me to Dad. And as expected, Eunice was bubbly even if it's almost 1 in the morning. Dad gladly reciprocated that, to my surprise.

I just wish I have a copy of the BarOps scandal. On second thought, I'm glad I don't. =p

Twas fun, guys. Twas fun.

5. Never surrender

Well, to say the least, it was an internal struggle for me come Sunday. Bebe and I weren't having the best of times. I know I'm bad for thinking this way but I really thought it was near it na talaga.

But as I was walking in Shopwise, trying not to get lost, philosophically and literally, I thought to myself,

a. he's being a girl by being a guy. Is now the time to move on?

b. just because of that which if you think about it, is my fault naman talaga, I'll let go?

and finally decided that maybe the days of him wooing me although is not over, [I hope] has been suspended for quite some time, and now it's time to turn the table. Or tables? Hmmm.

And then he says the sweetest things. Syempre he doesn't know what di ba. Hay. *sighs*

And then come Monday, the gang learned about his original pet name for me, [and you honestly think I’m gonna write it here?] and as expected started teasing me about it.

Well. Life.

6. Pepay's birthday

Pepay had such a lucky day. Thursday was an unexpected breeze for the class. Free cut sa persons, thirty minutes sa crim, and for Lasalistas who still study in Taft, La Salle won over Ateneo.

Side track lang ha, how weird can my feeling get. Atenistas and taga-ups [ano ba tawag hindi ko alam e] chanting "let's go archers, let's go" in Atenean ground. All for the love of a La Salle Day.

Would've been nice to watch the rest of the game, because for the first time in like two months I was reminded of the feeling of being in Araneta, shouting my heart out for La Salle. Well, I was also doing pretty much that- nilalait ang katangahan ng Ateneo, imagine my kakapalan ng mukha to actually do that while inside Ateneo grounds- not for La Salle, but for myself, to be spared from a possible La Salle day.

Anyway, Pepay treated us at Dencio's. Grabe ambait lang talga, kakatuwa. He was like a kid when he was dancing to the tune of Let's Get Physical. At galit siya sa sisig.

Made me think about me treating them din. At may umiikot-ikot na sa sirkulasyon na bulung-bulungan if I’m gonna treat nga. Hmmm.

7. The Pink Panthers

Gimbal ka talaga, Miss Bungisngis. From now on whenever I hear that phrase I'll be reminded of you.

Patty asked the class to wear something pink for the debate earlier ummm, today, Friday. And it was cute to us to know that most of us obliged to such request but probably freaky to the other side to see the fact that a lot of us are in shades of pink. Anyway.

The debate was interesting, I know I haven't properly congratulated the brilliant oralists Jeno and JV so there. A big woohoo, hehe. I never thought I could get that scared about winning a debate but I was moments before it was declared that even without incentives, we whoop ass. Hehe. =p

Another FYI: I used to be an advocate for divorce in the Philippines. But then I forgot about it when I decided I won't get married. But now that it looks like I'm about to sway again to the other side [but never about having kids! Got that, bebe? You've no choice but to work and come home to only me when we have na our white comforters.=p], I have to rethink my view on that.

In fairness. Can't believe I finished this in just two hours.

BTW. I know I failed to greet quite a number of people for their birthdays, don't get back at on me naman. Eto na o.

Belated happy natal day to Kuya Bert, Weng, Olgs. Also to Vids and Emz, Selle and Dia. Lapit na rin ako no. Boohoo.

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Bebe's such a sweet sandía. Friday morning I found him tinkering the template of this blog, only to find out that he's actually installing in it that music stuff that you hear [well, at least I hear]. He's such a sweet little one. He knows when to make me cry.

I just can't decide what song to choose.

This one is sad huh.

Geekybaby is out there, playing gunbound. So that he won't get sleepy when we talk. Hay, sweet baby.

****

I found my new love.

Self-explanatory as to my choice.

So cute and opinionated.

Besides. I'm lonely and I'm already bored.

I think it's time for a change.

The name?

Yorkshire terrier.

Haha.

I saw one of them last night at Bioresearch, and just like every reformed dog-hater, I thought it was simply adorable. Sobrang liit! Just like the stuffed toy Bebe Fafa Joseph gave me before.

an example of yorkies. a little supladita, I know, but yorkies are apparently "opinionated". hmmm. maybe i can ask its opinion regarding the babaeng ganid.

He is adorable. But I hope it's a she.

Can you change dogs just as often as you change... hmmm. I dunno. Clothes?

****

Tomorrow I'm gonna have dinner with my girls.

The birthday girl ate glee texted nes and I last Wednesday, and there was a hint of sadness in her text. Not confirmed yet, but, women just have good intuition you know.

I wanted to go to Town instead of her choice, which is Festival. After giving out that suggestion I immediately went ashamed of myself, ako na nga ang ililibre mamimili pa ako. Wala lang, I don't usually prefer Town over Festi, but something I don't even know made me miss Town. Especially now that Bebe Joseph pala is going there tomorrow din. Hay. O well. Soon I'll be having my own birthday.

****

La Salle won over UP this afternoon. Thank God. I really thought La Salle is returning to its bano days.

Still wishing it won't win over Ateneo, though.Ü

****

SATC had a rerun last Thursday, and it was fab.

Sometimes I wish I was just living in New York. With my frilly skirts and high heels and barhopping with my friends.

Can't I just be a little bit of Carrie Bradshaw, or even a Charlotte York?

Not really. For obvious reasons. [check out RPC by Luis Reyes, p635. my favorite line as of now]

Besides. Although I don't admit it all the time, real life is better than tv.

****

Days to go before the opening: [actually counting with my hands] Five.

Geez. Can't believe it's for real in just five days' time.

And fiesta's just around the corner. Mom's anticipating lots of orders for Fiesta. I on the other hand anticipate lots of shouting and stress and frustration because of that. I know, I won't do the cooking, but there. Mom is excited, I am frustrated.

Wonders of being praning.

****

September na. Today another, well, friend of mine celebrated his birthday. I have another kuya for nineteen days. After that I'm no longer considered a twenteen. I will officially become an adult. I'll be expected to start providing for myself. Heck, I'll even stop being my parents' dependent! Sa healthcare benefits, I mean.

AYOKO PO.

*sighs* Life. Can't I just do a Death Becomes Her?

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little wonders of the net. sent me what i was asking him for. unexpectedly.

luvluv sweet sweet. never thought i'd cry because of legally blonde's theme song.

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malapit na kaya. hindi ko alam. hindi ko rin alam kung hihilingin kong hindi pa sana. pero parang wala na e. wala na siya.

basta. gusto kong maglagay ng lyrics. pinapangunahan ko na si mufasa, baka sakaling may magbago.

The Day You Went Away
M2M

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
The day you went away
The day you went away
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

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