tsk tsk tsk. add a big smile to that, and that's practically all that i can say.

grabe ang araw na ito. not as how i imagined it to be but perfect in its own way.

it started exactly twelve last night, when i had a hard time talking to him and eventually sleeping because of the almost never-ending texts from friends.

i even gave shem a gift. ;)

so. woke up at seven this morning. supposedly to study but all i kept on thinking was, "what the hell, minsan lang ako magbirthday! mag-aaral pa ba ko? na-ah." ok, i tried to read something, understood naman, but other than that, all i did before leaving was listen to james blunt's cd, wait for bebe to wake up and be excited about the day.

walang tao sa library. mejo weird kasi hindi ako nagtaka; si carmen lang ang nandun. went to the third floor at around 1145, and when i realized that the door isn't open yet, my expectation of getting a big "happy birthday yves" with maybe a flower somewhere was shattered.

ooh, btw. by then nobody from the the lovely people except kiboy has greeted me yet.

i dragged shem to the cr to tell her about how the gift happened. she made me listen to some of her mp3s, natuwa nga ako, i was like, "little gift pero it works nonetheless. making me listen to some of rick astley songs" na hanggang ngayon pag-iisipan ko pa kung siya o si kuya dick talaga ang aming kinakatuwaan. anyway.

when we were about to enter the room shem was making signals or something na naka-address sa mga tao sa loob. couldn't understand it but there. when we got inside, naramdaman ko, ang mga mata ng mga tao.

si francis, may hawak na rose ata yon, trying to give it to me.

i was hesitant as hell to receive it, hanggang tumayo na siya at biglang nagkantahan ang mga tao. nagkantahan, while the boys [i think all of them] started walking towards me, may tig-iisang dalang bulaklak.

i was freaking speechless, man. alternately na "anong ginawa ko at binibigyan nyo ko nito" at "salamat" was all that i can say.

then the girls went to me and i think greeted me while tying up all the flowers and hugging me and saying "gulat ka no hindi ka namin binabati".

kagimbal.

when i was done processing what just happened, i went with shem to bring the flowers to her car, baka kasi tirahin ako ng prof when she sees the bunch of flowers tapos may possibility na katabi ko pa love of her life. so we went. and she readily confessed the krimen that they did.

apparently they met up at around 5 yata or 6, just to get the flowers. the night before, mumiel texted the guys something like, "hey guys it's yves bday today, we've a surprise for her. pls drop by at the caf before persons". that's why they weren't in the lib, another day of higher learning. and the guys more or less went nga.

panalo kayo, mumiel. ang impluwensya nyo.

crim. koko i think just had to tell the prof that it's my birthday. prof said, "may birthday gift ako sa yo. midterms is out."

huuuu. thanks guys.

was a offended by the reaction that the class gave to that statement. muntik na kong umiyak, kasi feeling ko binawian Niya ako.

the word is offset. pretty much all of the people in our row were called for recit, and when it was near me, he really had to say, that the only person who won't be called for recit is the birthday girl.

awwwww.

salamat, salamat.

another nice one. legprof announced she's gonna be late for an hour; she came thirty minutes earlier. and, she held class for only thirty minutes. huling bati ng class sa kin, at nagreregret akong hindi ko nathank you nang maayos.

ok. so i knew even then that i didn't do well in the midterms. buti nga hindi ako lowest eh. pero something in it made me break down. like it wasn't my birthday.

umatake na naman ang lovely people. they were sooo nice, mas lalo akong naiiyak. another gimbal moment.

then we went to meet up with be. ang cute na naman niya, hehe. shy lang pero cuuute. sayang hindi ko nainvite lahat ng gusto kong iinvite. as always, napapagod na naman ako sa kakatawa sa mga makukulit na batang yon.

i think the people were a bit uneasy by the fact that we were ehem, sweet. first time for them to see me like that. when i'm with them kasi para akong baklang maton, kala mo kung sinong mataray pero iyakin din pala. sorry people. i just missed him.

kahit si melody, sinasabing magkamukha kami. hmmm. isang tao na lang, maniniwala na ako.

mel is so sweet. she's the one who apologized to bebe in case he thought they were weird. bebe didn't find them weird naman. wala lang, nice lang. siguro pag parating andun si bebe boy mahahawa na rin yun sa min.

btw, hindi pa tumitigil ang saya. may cake pa ang mga batang ito. tsk tsk tsk talaga. i really am not worthy.

he got to enter the school, haha. minsan talga pakapalan ng mnukha and diskarte are all you need.

tapos pag-uwi ko dito i got a gift from gly, a precious skirt, which i'm gonna wear tomorrow, rain or shine.

sobrang bait ng mga batang yon. honestly i didn't expect anything like that. wala akong masabi. nahihiya ako. nakakatuwa lang isiping tumama sa date ng birthday mo yung instance when you feel most loved. at kahit na may not-so-nice moments today, hay. one of the best, one of the best.

tama si bebi, sana araw-araw birthday ko na lang. pero kung ganun, hindi na siya magiging special. ok na to, kung ganito ba naman ang feeling afterwards lagi eh.

again, salamat sa mga lovely people. sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos na pinapatawa niyo ko ngayon ko talagang naramdamang maiyak sa tuwa. sa pagkatouch. at honestly , sa pagiging unworthy ng lahat ng iyon.

i know you say that's just how much you love me, but even if i already have bebi, [hehe] feeling ko talaga magkakadikit na bituka natin e. [eeew.]

what a lovely day. thanks, thanks. =)

jumping around by princess yves on Thursday, September 22, 2005 at 10:35 PM | Permalink