i dunno why lawphil's dead. it sucks though.okay. two and a half days to go and it's the start of the battle again. i'm thankful though; i feel my mojo has started to come back. [should i be saying that in the first place? oh no spirits dont take my mojo away again, not now]
it's great to be in beda. i mean, five straight days of no class before the midterms?! huh, you dont get to see that in most lawschools.
but then again, that increases the pressure on us. hay life.
fine, i am not supposed to count thursday as among the rest slash cramming days. thursday was muffin's birthday, and since i lacked class and enough budget to get him a tangible gift i obligated myself to be his driva for the day.
oooh, i adored mel and the rest of the goddesses that day. i was planning on texting them to at least greet him on his day, but mel was sweet enough to ask me if there's a surprise planned for him. and when i saw them later in the afternoon they all hugged me. aaaw.
i'll be honest, but since the start of the day he was sort of being a bitch. and the bad part was, i sort of let myself get affected by it, when i shouldve rationalized it as him enjoying his day.
then i saw starbs. it's new. it feels new. i dont feel it. it is bright with the high ceiling and cramped up tables. it's not a coffee place anymore, where you should feel cozy and stuff. it has become a restaurant where everyone talks loudly. not me anymore. and the bad thing is, im indifferent to it.
and yes. i was dealing with the culture shock i was experiencing with the now impersonal starbs at the same time i was reading my philo stuff for wednesday. if you must know, i have a sickness whenever i read philosophy: i lose against myself in letting my mind wander off.
anyway. he must admit my excuse was way better than his when it was his turn to celebrate my birthday. he had to use his mom [i.e., "ang kulit ni mommy, tawag nang tawag, kung ano anung tinatanong sa akin."] i simply used my being a girl [i.e., my need to go to the washroom]. and he was freaking mad, he called me sannet. i really almost cried. total wtf moment. his class ended at 5 and i thought we had to be at moa at 630 pa, and the girls had to get pa the gift [shit that's cono.]. yun pala, we had to be there at 6, and the girls werent there when i very slowly passed by b1.
and i was hysterical when i got to them. maybe that's why they just hugged me. but i applaud them huh, marl lights? dikit dikit talaga bituka natin, huh.
oh yeah, nagkasalubong pa kami ni ebralinag. whattaday.
when he reached b1 though, mel handed him the box of krispy kremes and said "o, wag mong awayin si yves!" and explained that they had to get the box pa that's why i was stalling. and swear, hindi mapigilan ang ngiti. heehee.
and yes, we did reach moa at 6. ako pa. hehe.
we really shouldve watched happy feet, tsk tsk tsk.
oh and yes, aside from a serial swerver i am also now a red light beater. dont ask why.
but you know what, even if the day was generally frustrating, it ended on a nice note, fine at least for me. maybe He is telling him to get his own car. but then again, he runs away.
yes that's all the purging that i've gotta do. =p
friday. masasabunutan ko si nil, dahil closed pala ang lib. i ended up reading philo at starbs frank. that was a mistake, i should've listened when ulan said we shouldnt study there. there were several bedans who i swear are second years but still discussing about warrantless arrest. loudly may i add. dont they know me? porke i had my hair cut.
hehe, no really. twas a mistake to read philo for two straight days when you know at the bottom of your heart, there were more important stuff to cram.
like kanina. i feel i was productive because i was able to read [i.e., kain] half of consti. i love it. and he said he likes starbs better but i disagree. where we stayed kanina was nice. yup the prices are steep but i would like to look at it as paying for the fact that there were practically me and him and another student studying there. and yes the songs were nice.
and im here. looking for the other consti cases. and to no avail, more or less.
hayy. midterms na naman. heavens help me, help everybody.
Labels: midterms, muffin
