nakakatamad.
isang oras pa lang ang lumilipas. nakakabagot.
btw, may bago na naman pala akong palayaw. bagong-bago.
Mitch.
ewan ko dito sa katabi ko. akala nya kilala nya ko. iho, bilang ang kasama sa 'cliques' ko.
[insert eun's evil laugh here.]
****
oo nga ano. gusto ko rin ng gameboy. magaling ka, miss bungisngis. *pats you on the back... meri krismas! =D*
sa tingin ko, hmmm. lemme rephrase that. alam kong isa akong batang sanay sa regression. payn, payn. ewan ko pero sa tingin ko simula nang pumasok ako sa lawschool naging madalas ang atake ng regression ko. shit. is that how i deal with stress?
moving on. i know i've been a victim of regression since God knows when. can't blame me, dears. repress ako nung bata ako. sabi ko nga before, i know i lost my youth. but if you think about it, did i have it in the first place?
background music: Because of You, Kelly Clarkson
shit. i'm talking to myself again. and i rationalize by saying that it's the weekend; i have reasons to be lost and insane. pero tono ni mumiel, "it's not fair."
anyway. i still remember how it felt when me and my sister were still young, mga tipong 6 years old, and we were just behind the gates of the house, oggling like hell and being envious because the other kids in the neighborhood were outside the streets, playing and having the time of their lives.
how it felt. hmmm. heartbreaking.
masama bang magdrama sa equitable? anyway.
and how embarassing it was to be allowed to play only in the front of the house.
how come i was so bano with pretty much all the games that we used to play? hmmm.
tapos i remember i was allowed to drive somebody's sidecar once. i was that bano slash fragile that i wasn't able to handle it, that i smashed the damn sidecar sa isa sa mga gardens ng mga bahay sa kabilang street. shet. ang tanga ko minsan.
bakit hindi nila kami binilhan ng playstation. hmmm. at every weekends lang kami pwede mag brickgame. bakit, may nagbago ba? hindi naman kami nerds ngayon ha. i in fact am in danger of getting kicked out before the midterms. ivy has in it inside her, masyado lang maboka at madaming kaibigan. pero parehas kaming hindi nerds. we want to pass every damn sem that we enter, but we don't envision ourselves being like the genuises that they are.
bakit ganun. bakit pinalaki nila akong madaling maggive up kapag stressful o mahirap na ang sitwasyon?
bakit ako bano. yun ang tanong.
nakakatamad magdrama. andito na sila lahat.
get the white one, mean.
btw, may bago na naman pala akong palayaw. bagong-bago.
Mitch.
ewan ko dito sa katabi ko. akala nya kilala nya ko. iho, bilang ang kasama sa 'cliques' ko.
[insert eun's evil laugh here.]
****
oo nga ano. gusto ko rin ng gameboy. magaling ka, miss bungisngis. *pats you on the back... meri krismas! =D*
sa tingin ko, hmmm. lemme rephrase that. alam kong isa akong batang sanay sa regression. payn, payn. ewan ko pero sa tingin ko simula nang pumasok ako sa lawschool naging madalas ang atake ng regression ko. shit. is that how i deal with stress?
moving on. i know i've been a victim of regression since God knows when. can't blame me, dears. repress ako nung bata ako. sabi ko nga before, i know i lost my youth. but if you think about it, did i have it in the first place?
background music: Because of You, Kelly Clarkson
shit. i'm talking to myself again. and i rationalize by saying that it's the weekend; i have reasons to be lost and insane. pero tono ni mumiel, "it's not fair."
anyway. i still remember how it felt when me and my sister were still young, mga tipong 6 years old, and we were just behind the gates of the house, oggling like hell and being envious because the other kids in the neighborhood were outside the streets, playing and having the time of their lives.
how it felt. hmmm. heartbreaking.
masama bang magdrama sa equitable? anyway.
and how embarassing it was to be allowed to play only in the front of the house.
how come i was so bano with pretty much all the games that we used to play? hmmm.
tapos i remember i was allowed to drive somebody's sidecar once. i was that bano slash fragile that i wasn't able to handle it, that i smashed the damn sidecar sa isa sa mga gardens ng mga bahay sa kabilang street. shet. ang tanga ko minsan.
bakit hindi nila kami binilhan ng playstation. hmmm. at every weekends lang kami pwede mag brickgame. bakit, may nagbago ba? hindi naman kami nerds ngayon ha. i in fact am in danger of getting kicked out before the midterms. ivy has in it inside her, masyado lang maboka at madaming kaibigan. pero parehas kaming hindi nerds. we want to pass every damn sem that we enter, but we don't envision ourselves being like the genuises that they are.
bakit ganun. bakit pinalaki nila akong madaling maggive up kapag stressful o mahirap na ang sitwasyon?
bakit ako bano. yun ang tanong.
nakakatamad magdrama. andito na sila lahat.
get the white one, mean.
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