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dahil masyado daw akong madrama.

just like nanaiers, and also because of the fact of the non-existence of any interesting shows in television, i decided to see for myself what the hype about pinoy big brother is all about. in fact, kakatapos lang nya ngayon.

i've been watching it for only a couple of minutes, and guess what. i got bored. all i saw were a bunch of people who i don't know or care about doing ordinary boring things.

i thought, buti sana if they were goodlooking, or something. maiintindihan ko pa why people are addicted to the show.

it's semi-stagnant, if not for the i think challenges that big brother aka the director dyogi gives. it tries its best but fails to be a real reality show, because it is manipulated boredom.

in the first place, are people that discontented that now they even seek for the feeling of being a god who looks over all?

if that's why big brother was created, then well. i pity its creators.

i thought about it. the show in a way clarified to me that i'm not a god, or at least, a real goddess. tao ako. i get bored whenever i watch people whom i don't really give a damn about.

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maybe i have to rethink my "i'm no spoiled brat" attitude.

last night, well actually earlier this morning the senior partners of the perm were having a conference in ym. of all the days, ngayon pa naisip maubos ng aking internet prepaid. good thing fafajo has, pero isp nga lang. same configuration as the one i'm using now, different number nga lang.

it being busy is an understatement. kagimbalan. i guess i'm just not used to not getting connected immediately.

when i complained to him, he even said, that's how it really is. patience is a virtue.

right. thanks.

i was that impatient, i swore i was willing to displace my anger to joseph. if he didn't find a go account, naging pretty little monster na ako.

ehem, ehem. =p

kasi naman. my rationalization for that was, well, i pay good money to get an internet connection. and then this is what i get. a stupid busy tone pretty much all the time. not fair, not worth it. i ain't gonna waste my time and money with anything that doesn't really make things better for me.

bratinella.

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random questions, coming up.

how come hidden love never fades away? is it because it wasn't given the chance to be consummated, hanggang magpatayan na ang dalawang parties?

can you like someone without being concerned about that person?

what's the essence of mashochism? do they think that one day, somehow, they will get what they are asking for?

what's so disturbing about quitting to be a good girl? it's not even quitting. it's taking the time off from being such.

and, i don't get the logic of fishing. sorry, i'm no pishergurl.

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btw, thanks to euns and pepe. naappreciate ko ang inyong testi. penge sisig.
nes, nabibilib ako sa iyo. tama ang iyong viewpoint pagdating sa satisfaction sa Kanya. pero gaya mo, na hindi piniling maging shadow ko, pinipili ko ring umalis sa shadow mo. salamat pa rin, dahil kahit magkaiba tayo ngayon sa maraming bagay, ikaw pa rin ang aking partner in crime.

belle, validus, sapiens

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