teedbeets.
1. mami
~mami came back from cebu yesterday. she had to wait for half an hour for us because i left the fort an hour before her plane arrived from cebu. and take note, had to fetch ivy pa.
and dammit, it took us thirty freaking minutes to cross the intersection in jollibee taft. nakatulog na ako at lahat, hindi pa rin siya umuusad.
she got a bit fat, which she attributes to the everyday meriendas both in the morn and the afternoon. parang paris ang dating ng cebu ha. pleasurable living ba ito.
buti naman she brought home pasalubong. when we were talking kasi she said all that she's bringing home for me are plastics of chocolate crinkles that she made. mahal kita madir, pero crinkles ain't enough.
anyway. she brought home a box full of pasalubongs. talk about calories: chicharon, dried mangoes, turones, otap, and some others i dunno yet because they're deeply placed in the box. and the ironic part is that i've recently started going back to gym.
in the evening while thinking in the washroom i saw things differently. she was gone for only a week yet it was hard to emotionally welcome her back. maybe it's because for the past week sa sobrang kalayasan ko, a lotta things changed. but this feeling of coziness is fine. it's all good.
she's going back there i think a week from now. hay. sadyang wala na talaga kaming pamilya. sisirain ng negosyo ang aming pagsasamahan.
2. fafajo
~it's our mwahnsari today! yeee. =) once in a blue moon lang kami magkita pag monthsarries, so this one is special. amidst everything, it went well.
ginutom mo ako, pero ok lang. nacompensate ng iyong yumminess at hmm. hospitality.
he is the cutest, ever. nakakaadik. nung lunch nga lang, nalost. sa tingin ko, masyadong namystify sa aking beauty. or sa fact na isa akong baboy lumamon, tapos ang daldal-daldal pa. you tell me.
he just didn't initiate holding my hand. or at least as far as i can remember. hay. he really is the girlfriend here.
how ironic can things get. he made me read fhm. talagang gusto mo nang mangchicks tayo bebe ha. don't get me started about the magazine, lalabas ang aking pagkapeminista.
he made me realize something tonight. when he called earlier this evening, he heard me sing ala cameron from my bestfriend's wedding. take note, i might sing loudly but the door where the phone is was closed at that time. and he heard me. and when i returned, he said he heard me sing, and it's when i'm happy that i sing my heart out. hmmm. there really are some people who come to your life who would know you better than yourself.
and sandia's one of them.
and he still hugs me tight. sobrang tight para na akong mauubusan ng hininga. my type of hug, actually.
hay. still remains. lucky me.
awww. i have a hangover. penge hug.=/
3. chichi
~haha. cici. where do i begin.
i've recently developed another weird habit. pinapagalitan ko siya. at may emosyon na pagalit ha. ivy even jokes that i do it as if the person i'm talking to is that malditang ex-maid of ours who had contributed to an entry of mine before.
the funny thing is, he buys it. he actually thinks i'm mad at him. you should see his eyes whenever i do this. he intently looks at me like a child of mine na pinapagalitan at walang kalaban-laban. hay. i really love that fairy princess.
weird habit number two: i threaten his life. literally. i grab his neck and push him to the bed and angrily yells that i'll kill him. of course he freaks out. of course i don't mean it. it's just fulfilling to see him freaked out.
mami told me this kwento earlier today. so, she and dad were sleeping, and chito's sleeping sa may paanan nila. she woke up, but wasn't moving yet. then, she was surprised, because the sleeping chito woke up gulat. and then slept again.
chito. having nightmares.
hahaha. wonder what he'd have nightmares about. not being able to kiss dad in the lips? eeew.
but then, when asked about it, chito relentlessly denies having had nightmares last night.
right, cici. deny all you can.
4. kalayasan
~nakakadiri ang aking sched after finals. never in my life have i been this layas. seryoso. i actually think that my parents may not get angry with that fact but they resort to a different way to discourage me from continuing being a non-homebody: cut off my allowance.
sa tingin ko ang tanging araw na hindi ako umalis was monday this week. so that i can say that i'm not layas. but after that i was out everyday, pretty much all day. hay.
why do they allow me constantly? i know the one hirit that would make me stop going out, and i'd keep it to myself. it still haunts me. and besides. i've a week to keep runnning away from it.
next week, medyo relaxed na ang sched. just gym on thurs and probably pagbibigyan na ang hiling ni ms bungisngis. baka pumunta kami sa la mesa dam. tama ba yun. hmmm. at baka magfield trip sa ls.
ang kulang na lang ay ang magdala ako ng sarili kong car, if only i can park, at ang pagluwag ng aking cinderella curfew. but you know what? i don't mind. i'm ok with those restrictions; getting allowed each and every day to go place is weird in itself.
5. lola
~winning moment si lola. she is the reason why i left wednesday. because apparently, nanghihina siya. take note, that's one of her complaints that's why she went here ha. and apparently she already complained that to the doctor when she went for her check up monday this week.
o shit. o i left din pala monday. ganda mo yves. official layas ka na. no wonder you now start not feeling well. hindi ka sanay na maging hindi taong tabon.
anyway. we went to the emergency. she was given a room to rest in. when the doctor came in, all he said was something like this:
"oh, ok na yun. wala na yun. pwede ka nang umuwi."
salamat, doc. we had to pay 800+ just for that.
she then left yesterday to sleep in my tita's house in calamba. parang walang nangyaring emegency. the show must go on, sabi nga ni ate vi na i think fave ni lola. panalo.
and then, to top it off, kanina when she and my tita were waiting for a ship in batangas, apparently they were interviewed by someone from gma7. ano ka. sadyang artistahin ata lola ko e.
6. on being officially poor
~i don't like this situation. ivy is actually nandidiri of me because now i save up the coins that she gives up. i only replied with, "beng, when you're done with school and you're officially poor, you'll understand."
ayoko nito. super humiliating. one thing you're buying on sale purses at mango and then now you rejoice when you get to complete a P30 pangbayad for load with just coins. i hate it. i don't want to be poor.
wow. bratinella, istatute.
i dunno what happened to my savings. they're all gone. i believe most of them just went to my tummy. i'm not the type who buys trendy clothes eh; as a testi for me says, i go overboard with simplicity. but don't get me wrong. i DO have my shopaholic tendencies, i just win over them most of the time.
don't worry, i know who to blame.
damn you babaeng ganid!!! you made life worse for everybody but yourself. as if you can take all that you stole from the people to wherever you'll go when you die. asar ka. because of you i now have no savings.
oh. i know what i'll do if i don't get what i wish for. i shall be an npa.
7. struggle
~atlas shrugged. a philosophical book that is ayn rand's masterpiece. it is in this book wherein she discussed her philosophy of objectivism.
when tatay pepay lent me this book i was intrigued; nahawa ako sa passion nya for this book and what it's all about. but it's been a week now; and i'm still in page 33.
nakakafrustrate. pwede mo ring sabihing it's because i was layas this week that's why i haven't really accomplished anything when it comes to reading it.
sana nga. ayokong maggive up e, just like what i did sa goblet of fire ba yon? basta yun.
interesting pov: nes said that if she can finish atlas, she will be ashamed of herself. she was able to finish reading a novel yet, she just can't finish reading the Bible.
grabe ka talaga Nes. kakaiba ka mag-isip. point though.
i want to read it, medyo nahuhook na ako kay dagny e. i hope i was like her.
8. craving
~this has been a sakit of mine ever since. i have the tendency to crave as if i was pregnant. nakakadiri. but i consider it as one of the rare means where i relieve myself of spoiled brattiness.
nakakatawa lang. yesterday when i drove myself to the gym to attend a latin class with the lovely people, all that i thought of was gonuts na may ice cream. and then when we were in the class na, seryoso, fettuccine ang aking naiisip. nakakadiri.
why do people crave? well, at least, why do I crave for certain food? labo. and i won't get over it until i get it. sometimes talaga my friends have a point when they call me a bratinella.
now, i still crave for fettuccine. at goto. and nilagang itlog. and hot noodles. asar. i'm not even hungry.
oh. btw, a few of my recent conceited realizations:
masyado akong maganda para icremate.
isa akong maladyosang messenger.
mayroon akong alindog.
hmmmmm.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
happy mwahnsari bebi. thanks for constantly making me happy.
~mami came back from cebu yesterday. she had to wait for half an hour for us because i left the fort an hour before her plane arrived from cebu. and take note, had to fetch ivy pa.
and dammit, it took us thirty freaking minutes to cross the intersection in jollibee taft. nakatulog na ako at lahat, hindi pa rin siya umuusad.
she got a bit fat, which she attributes to the everyday meriendas both in the morn and the afternoon. parang paris ang dating ng cebu ha. pleasurable living ba ito.
buti naman she brought home pasalubong. when we were talking kasi she said all that she's bringing home for me are plastics of chocolate crinkles that she made. mahal kita madir, pero crinkles ain't enough.
anyway. she brought home a box full of pasalubongs. talk about calories: chicharon, dried mangoes, turones, otap, and some others i dunno yet because they're deeply placed in the box. and the ironic part is that i've recently started going back to gym.
in the evening while thinking in the washroom i saw things differently. she was gone for only a week yet it was hard to emotionally welcome her back. maybe it's because for the past week sa sobrang kalayasan ko, a lotta things changed. but this feeling of coziness is fine. it's all good.
she's going back there i think a week from now. hay. sadyang wala na talaga kaming pamilya. sisirain ng negosyo ang aming pagsasamahan.
2. fafajo
~it's our mwahnsari today! yeee. =) once in a blue moon lang kami magkita pag monthsarries, so this one is special. amidst everything, it went well.
ginutom mo ako, pero ok lang. nacompensate ng iyong yumminess at hmm. hospitality.
he is the cutest, ever. nakakaadik. nung lunch nga lang, nalost. sa tingin ko, masyadong namystify sa aking beauty. or sa fact na isa akong baboy lumamon, tapos ang daldal-daldal pa. you tell me.
he just didn't initiate holding my hand. or at least as far as i can remember. hay. he really is the girlfriend here.
how ironic can things get. he made me read fhm. talagang gusto mo nang mangchicks tayo bebe ha. don't get me started about the magazine, lalabas ang aking pagkapeminista.
he made me realize something tonight. when he called earlier this evening, he heard me sing ala cameron from my bestfriend's wedding. take note, i might sing loudly but the door where the phone is was closed at that time. and he heard me. and when i returned, he said he heard me sing, and it's when i'm happy that i sing my heart out. hmmm. there really are some people who come to your life who would know you better than yourself.
and sandia's one of them.
and he still hugs me tight. sobrang tight para na akong mauubusan ng hininga. my type of hug, actually.
hay. still remains. lucky me.
awww. i have a hangover. penge hug.=/
3. chichi
~haha. cici. where do i begin.
i've recently developed another weird habit. pinapagalitan ko siya. at may emosyon na pagalit ha. ivy even jokes that i do it as if the person i'm talking to is that malditang ex-maid of ours who had contributed to an entry of mine before.
the funny thing is, he buys it. he actually thinks i'm mad at him. you should see his eyes whenever i do this. he intently looks at me like a child of mine na pinapagalitan at walang kalaban-laban. hay. i really love that fairy princess.
weird habit number two: i threaten his life. literally. i grab his neck and push him to the bed and angrily yells that i'll kill him. of course he freaks out. of course i don't mean it. it's just fulfilling to see him freaked out.
mami told me this kwento earlier today. so, she and dad were sleeping, and chito's sleeping sa may paanan nila. she woke up, but wasn't moving yet. then, she was surprised, because the sleeping chito woke up gulat. and then slept again.
chito. having nightmares.
hahaha. wonder what he'd have nightmares about. not being able to kiss dad in the lips? eeew.
but then, when asked about it, chito relentlessly denies having had nightmares last night.
right, cici. deny all you can.
4. kalayasan
~nakakadiri ang aking sched after finals. never in my life have i been this layas. seryoso. i actually think that my parents may not get angry with that fact but they resort to a different way to discourage me from continuing being a non-homebody: cut off my allowance.
sa tingin ko ang tanging araw na hindi ako umalis was monday this week. so that i can say that i'm not layas. but after that i was out everyday, pretty much all day. hay.
why do they allow me constantly? i know the one hirit that would make me stop going out, and i'd keep it to myself. it still haunts me. and besides. i've a week to keep runnning away from it.
next week, medyo relaxed na ang sched. just gym on thurs and probably pagbibigyan na ang hiling ni ms bungisngis. baka pumunta kami sa la mesa dam. tama ba yun. hmmm. at baka magfield trip sa ls.
ang kulang na lang ay ang magdala ako ng sarili kong car, if only i can park, at ang pagluwag ng aking cinderella curfew. but you know what? i don't mind. i'm ok with those restrictions; getting allowed each and every day to go place is weird in itself.
5. lola
~winning moment si lola. she is the reason why i left wednesday. because apparently, nanghihina siya. take note, that's one of her complaints that's why she went here ha. and apparently she already complained that to the doctor when she went for her check up monday this week.
o shit. o i left din pala monday. ganda mo yves. official layas ka na. no wonder you now start not feeling well. hindi ka sanay na maging hindi taong tabon.
anyway. we went to the emergency. she was given a room to rest in. when the doctor came in, all he said was something like this:
"oh, ok na yun. wala na yun. pwede ka nang umuwi."
salamat, doc. we had to pay 800+ just for that.
she then left yesterday to sleep in my tita's house in calamba. parang walang nangyaring emegency. the show must go on, sabi nga ni ate vi na i think fave ni lola. panalo.
and then, to top it off, kanina when she and my tita were waiting for a ship in batangas, apparently they were interviewed by someone from gma7. ano ka. sadyang artistahin ata lola ko e.
6. on being officially poor
~i don't like this situation. ivy is actually nandidiri of me because now i save up the coins that she gives up. i only replied with, "beng, when you're done with school and you're officially poor, you'll understand."
ayoko nito. super humiliating. one thing you're buying on sale purses at mango and then now you rejoice when you get to complete a P30 pangbayad for load with just coins. i hate it. i don't want to be poor.
wow. bratinella, istatute.
i dunno what happened to my savings. they're all gone. i believe most of them just went to my tummy. i'm not the type who buys trendy clothes eh; as a testi for me says, i go overboard with simplicity. but don't get me wrong. i DO have my shopaholic tendencies, i just win over them most of the time.
don't worry, i know who to blame.
damn you babaeng ganid!!! you made life worse for everybody but yourself. as if you can take all that you stole from the people to wherever you'll go when you die. asar ka. because of you i now have no savings.
oh. i know what i'll do if i don't get what i wish for. i shall be an npa.
7. struggle
~atlas shrugged. a philosophical book that is ayn rand's masterpiece. it is in this book wherein she discussed her philosophy of objectivism.
when tatay pepay lent me this book i was intrigued; nahawa ako sa passion nya for this book and what it's all about. but it's been a week now; and i'm still in page 33.
nakakafrustrate. pwede mo ring sabihing it's because i was layas this week that's why i haven't really accomplished anything when it comes to reading it.
sana nga. ayokong maggive up e, just like what i did sa goblet of fire ba yon? basta yun.
interesting pov: nes said that if she can finish atlas, she will be ashamed of herself. she was able to finish reading a novel yet, she just can't finish reading the Bible.
grabe ka talaga Nes. kakaiba ka mag-isip. point though.
i want to read it, medyo nahuhook na ako kay dagny e. i hope i was like her.
8. craving
~this has been a sakit of mine ever since. i have the tendency to crave as if i was pregnant. nakakadiri. but i consider it as one of the rare means where i relieve myself of spoiled brattiness.
nakakatawa lang. yesterday when i drove myself to the gym to attend a latin class with the lovely people, all that i thought of was gonuts na may ice cream. and then when we were in the class na, seryoso, fettuccine ang aking naiisip. nakakadiri.
why do people crave? well, at least, why do I crave for certain food? labo. and i won't get over it until i get it. sometimes talaga my friends have a point when they call me a bratinella.
now, i still crave for fettuccine. at goto. and nilagang itlog. and hot noodles. asar. i'm not even hungry.
oh. btw, a few of my recent conceited realizations:
masyado akong maganda para icremate.
isa akong maladyosang messenger.
mayroon akong alindog.
hmmmmm.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
happy mwahnsari bebi. thanks for constantly making me happy.
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