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Uunahan ko na si Mufasa.

A fact of life that I was able to prove today: intuition does not always work. even during the times when one has given up on something, sometimes, there's a flicker of hope remaining, however unseen by that person.

Three proofs, although petty compared to this theory, were experienced by moi. I don't know if I really seemed to be in need of this type of luck; or maybe I was just being plainly negligent. Either way, what prevails anyway is that which you believe.

(a) the other day when I realized that it was already one in the morning and I haven't had dinner yet. I was downstairs making myself a bowl of mashed potatoes. Everything was done, all that I needed was the ready to eat mashed potatoes na lang. But I couldn't see it. I was done being angry with myself for not checking first before preparing it so that nothing would be wasted. But then, something told me to look a bit farther, and there. I found it. And the potatoes with the cheese on top was heavenly.

(b) again, the other day when i was feeding the fish. [o, three of my fighting fish died. sad cruel world.] see, other than the cover of the feeds, there's another lid after it. after feeding the fishes the other day i noticed that that lid was gone, when i knew that i removed it before the feeding session. ganun uli, i went on with what i was supposed to do, put the main cover, emote for a while while looking at the fish. but then i checked on it again after a couple of minutes at yun na, ang lid pala ay nakatago sa flourescent na ilaw ng fish. galing.

(c) the prepaid i'm now using for this. i went out of load earlier today, so i texted fafajo who has no load himself. btw for brevity i use prepaid when i refer to internet prepaid and load when i refer to that for the celfone. after not getting any reply from fafajo, wala na. decided to close this na. i texted him at around 1030p but a text from his bestfriend paolo [who was playing in fafajo's house at that time] saying that he, fafajo, has no load prin, and gave me his prepaid. awwww. isa na namang point for you sandia.

i know,i know. petty. habang typing them i realize they are petty. but what the hell.

the following are the songs that made me cry tonight coz they touched that part of my being which is disturbed right now. please mufasa, help me out here.

It's Over"
Vertical Horizon

I'm here, wide awake again
This fear is something I call a friend
Hello again
It's been a while since I saw you here
I don't remeber you saying goodbye

No,
It doesn't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
It doesn't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time

Here we go, jump to the stars above
So low, why do I fall to love?
Hello my love
This voice never called your name
This boy would never be the same

No,
It don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
It don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time

Don't let it end up this way
Don't spend another night afraid
Don't let it end up this way
Hey-yeah

Don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
Don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
All this time
I'm here, wide awake again


It Must Have Been Love
Roxette

Lay a whisper on my pillow,
Leave the winter on the ground.
I wake up lonely,
There's air of silence in the bedroom
And all around.
Touch me now,
I close my eyes and dream away.

It must have been love
But it's over now.
It must have been good
But I lost it somehow.
It must have been love
But it's over now.
From the moment we touched
'Til the time had run out


I'll Be Missing You
Sting

Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you

Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you

It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
(I'll be missing you)

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Oh can't you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take.

Somebody tell me why...

One black morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you...



BTW. to jeno. the battle hasn't started yet but thanks for prepping us na. u are heavensent.
just like the lovely people of da perm. apir mga dears.
and to bebe. you're so patient that's why you have me. moimoi. =)

belle, validus, sapiens

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