burnout abot ko nito.
im so freaking tired. not really physically. mentally, duh. emotionally, well, im currently manhid. but it hurts man. it hurts to know it doesn't hurt.
i really feel like im so constricted te breathe. that a pair of hands are constantly squeezing my lungs. that any second now, the heart will stop beating.
im so tired. that tired i dont wanna move anymore. ive lost all there is to hold on to. i dunno why; i know i could take on the burden if only i just focus a little more. maybe i just cant deal with the environment, the kaswapangan; the dog-eat-dog world according to mel. turns out im still the naive person that i thought ive moved on from being.
i wanna take a breather before everything begins, and actually that's what im doing. im scared though; that either i might not come back altogether from this breather im taking or worse, everything is but too late to save.
i need someone to talk to; someone to untog my head to the wall. someone to give me genuine hope; i honestly lost everything of that. but time is running out.
i really feel like im so constricted te breathe. that a pair of hands are constantly squeezing my lungs. that any second now, the heart will stop beating.
im so tired. that tired i dont wanna move anymore. ive lost all there is to hold on to. i dunno why; i know i could take on the burden if only i just focus a little more. maybe i just cant deal with the environment, the kaswapangan; the dog-eat-dog world according to mel. turns out im still the naive person that i thought ive moved on from being.
i wanna take a breather before everything begins, and actually that's what im doing. im scared though; that either i might not come back altogether from this breather im taking or worse, everything is but too late to save.
i need someone to talk to; someone to untog my head to the wall. someone to give me genuine hope; i honestly lost everything of that. but time is running out.
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